Whether I'm happy or sad ?... Frankly I don't know. What does it mean to be sad ? What is happiness good for ?

I'm neither happy nor sad.
I don't really know what I am.
I'm just one more soul that exists
And feels what God has ordained.

So then, am I happy or sad ?
Thinking never ends well...
For my sadness means
Hardly knowing myself...

But that's what happiness is ...